Musings of a Switch

Unfiltered thoughts from a bisexual switch

William

The early days

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If you were to “recreate” the early days of your favorite sexy relationship, what would they look like? Would you change anything?

Missus Sub and I have been together for more than half our lives, twenty years this year. So we have had lots of sexy relationship time.

One thing about meeting each other in our late teens, is that we were quite naïve back then. We were also each others ‘firsts’.

So while they were sexy times, we had lots of fun exploring each other with each other, but there were also many, many awkward situations.

So while I don’t want to change anything, I also want to change how some things went. Being so young, I wish we were more adventurous occasionally. Things were very vanilla back then.

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Female desires

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I have many fantasies going on at once in my life, sometimes they overlap.

Today’s fantasy is where I have the body of a woman. My desire is to have breasts, a vulva, a vagina and a clitoris. A fantasy where I have the appearance and desires of a woman.

My fantasy is to experience being penetrated by large cocks, fingers and fists both mine and others, being fucked with dildos and to be fucked using a fucking machine. Yes I know as a man I can have those feelings, but I want to feel it vaginally.

I want to to touch my clitoris, rub it and make myself orgasm. I want to grab and cup my breasts, to massage them, to play with my nipples. Even get them pierced. Maybe even lactate as part of an adult nursing relationship.

I want to do all these things and more, to take videos and pictures of myself, share them on the internet for all to see. Sharing some of them freely using the likes of Reddit, Twitter or Mastodon, and more explicit ones behind a subscription paywall like OnlyFans or Fansly.

So I possibly have an exhibitionist streak, however to fulfil it in a way that I desire, I need to be in a female body. I know that will never change, however it will still be desirable thoughts that I will never get to experience in all its glory. Maybe in a future life.

An independent artist search

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Back in early November, I had a bright idea to update the design of my profile picture to use all across my NSFW online persona, from my avatar/Gravatar here on the blog, the profile picture on Mastodon, as well as over on Twitter (even though I don’t post) or whatever it is called today.

I would love to commission an independent artist to do the work, in an anime type style. So if you are reading this and think you might be suitable, I would love to have you reason out to one of my social media presences.

My initial search for an independent artist started over on Mastodon. I have not had much traction over there, however I have not put a huge amount of effort into searching or spreading the word about my search. I have had one bite, but that has not gone very far.

My original thoughts were for a point of view type image, taken from the point of a full-figured, busty transwoman looking down towards me, the picture of my is in focus, my eyes are focused ever so slightly to one side, and in the foreground, is her hard penis, it is blurry but obviously a penis. In a more safe-for-work version, the cock does not exist in the picture.

Now I’m not sure of the exact style I am after, I believe I am after something that is anime-like, but I don’t really know the exact style until I see it. I’m willing to pay your advertised fee, and will certainly spread the word as often as I can about your profile.

If you feel that this is something you might be interested in being part of, feel free to reach out to me via one of my social media accounts, leave a comment below, or you can send me an email to me.

Even if I don’t choose you, I will certainly give a shout out to my followers both here on the blog, as well as on social media. I know my reach is not great, but you never know your luck in a big world, your next big client might follow me.

Curvy and dark desires

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Content warning: I share some personal thoughts about dark skinned women. They are not intended to come across as the fetishisation of these women.

I have previously shared some thoughts on my sexual desires with people who have certain features. Today is another one of those days.

Today’s desires are for cisgendered women today. However, I want these women to be curvy and have dark coloured skin. Why my brain has these types of women on my mind is anyone’s guess.

BUT that is who I am put in the search bar when looking for porn. Or imagine the body of the voice artist when listening to some adult recordings from r/gonewildaudio.

Not sure it will happen in my life, I seem to have the propensity to drive away people who show any interest in me at all.