I would like someone to bind me, blindfold me, and then turn me into their sex doll using all my holes as they see fit.
Alternatively, I would like to spend some time alone, with a large knotted dildo, and give myself an anal orgasm.
Use me
Musings
In the moment
Right now, I have been watching some amateur porn with people watching fantasy dildos. Watching this porn stirs something deep inside me. I tweeted about it of course.
Something gets stirred inside me when I watch people riding dildos in porn.
— William Wallace (@givinglessfucks) October 21, 2022
It does not matter whether they have a dick or a vulva, I just wish I could be in their body experiencing the same pleasure
Now it does not matter whether the person has a vulva or a penis, I wish it is me riding that fantasy dildo enjoying the moment.
I’m not suggesting I wish to have a vulva of my own, but in the moment I wish I have one to enjoy the sensation of being penetrated with a large fantasy dildo.
Dildo thoughts
This post is about sharing some of my raw thoughts and emotions than a detailed blog post. I may post short little thoughts from time to time to learn about myself.
You may have seen my tweet about some porn I stumbled across over on Reddit.
I took to Reddit last night for some porn, and stumbled across r/baddragonboys. Scrolling through got me quite impressed at some toy sizes & worked up and wanting some anal penetration. Now I can't get the thoughts out of my bed before work @bad_dragon #anal #submissive #musings
— William Wallace (@givinglessfucks) October 18, 2022
As I write this entry, I have thoughts rolling in my head about spending time alone with a dildo, lube and my ass.
The idea of riding a dildo excites me. However finding the time to do so is my greatest challenge. There are other little things that stop me from doing so, but with time I can work through those issues.