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Not helping myself

17.10.2022 by William Leave a Comment

There is so much to see and do in life and I do not have the mental capacity to be able to do any of these things. I am stuck in a rut and while I want to change my life for the better, I do not have the desire to make the changes necessary.

This has become quite apparent in the last few days when it was pointed out that I am not healthy to be around or talk with.

I have been thinking through these thoughts for many months now and I always find myself in the same thinking patterns. I want to improve but do not want to do the work required to help myself.

Now from what I have read, a person can only be helped if they want to help themselves. I want to be helped, but do not want to help myself.

I can read books, I can listen to podcasts, and I can understand some of the tools that will help me get better. I just do not find the answers to move my thinking from just wanting to get better to being able to make the changes necessary to get better.

I want to change, but I do not know how to stick with change if and when I do make changes to my life. Someone will probably tell me that change is hard and requires work from me, but how can I do the hard work if I do not want to put in the effort?

I am sick of feeling this way, yet I don’t want to help myself at the same time. I feel like my life is a failure and the world will be a better place without me.

That will help me, right?

Filed Under: Feelings Tagged With: depression, mental health

The first thing in bed

02.06.2022 by William Leave a Comment

I would kiss my way down your body, over your breasts giving them a little suck on the way down. After that, I would kneel between your legs, leaning forward to take in the scent emanating from between your legs.

I would lean forward, dragging my tongue along your pussy lips, feeling the heat coming from inside you before parting your pussy lips to expose your cunt & clit as my tongue reaches inside, tasting your juices and heat.

My tongue working my way along your cunt & clit, working you towards an long drawn out orgasm.

Filed Under: Feelings Tagged With: clitoris, cunnilingus, pussy, tongue

Submissive blowjob

26.05.2022 by William Leave a Comment

Right now, as I write this, the bisexual switch in me has moved towards the submissive side. It eagerly wants to feel a warm, hard cock in my mouth.

I want to hold the cock in my hand. I want to touch it with my tongue and lips. Stroking the cock knowing the owner enjoys the sensations.

My tongue teases the underside of the glans, making the cock owner squirm and moan and groan.

It is my pleasure to make the cock owner happy and expect nothing in return. The submissive in me in happy.

Filed Under: Feelings Tagged With: bisexual, cock sucking, submissive

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