Musings of a Switch

Unfiltered thoughts from a bisexual switch

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Use me

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I would like someone to bind me, blindfold me, and then turn me into their sex doll using all my holes as they see fit.

Alternatively, I would like to spend some time alone, with a large knotted dildo, and give myself an anal orgasm.

In the moment

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Right now, I have been watching some amateur porn with people watching fantasy dildos. Watching this porn stirs something deep inside me. I tweeted about it of course.

Now it does not matter whether the person has a vulva or a penis, I wish it is me riding that fantasy dildo enjoying the moment.

I’m not suggesting I wish to have a vulva of my own, but in the moment I wish I have one to enjoy the sensation of being penetrated with a large fantasy dildo.

Dildo thoughts

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This post is about sharing some of my raw thoughts and emotions than a detailed blog post. I may post short little thoughts from time to time to learn about myself.

You may have seen my tweet about some porn I stumbled across over on Reddit.

As I write this entry, I have thoughts rolling in my head about spending time alone with a dildo, lube and my ass.

The idea of riding a dildo excites me. However finding the time to do so is my greatest challenge. There are other little things that stop me from doing so, but with time I can work through those issues.

Prostate play

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Prostate play, or prostate massage, is the act of massaging or stimulating the prostate gland for sexual stimulation. It was previously used as medical therapy, but this is no longer the case.

In my opinion, there is two forms for prostate play, massage & milking.

My experience

My experience with prostate play is limited. I have only engaged in light prostate massage with toys and fingers. I find that ongoing massage leading to milking leads to unbearable sensations that become uncomfortable.

However, the times I engaged in prostate play were some of the most enjoyable sexual experiences I have been involved in. My prostate has been stimulated in a number of ways including both fingers and toys.

My favourite method for prostate play is during the submissive moments that are experienced while being pegged.

Intimacy

I find that exposing one self for prostate play requires a high level of intimacy. I do not feel comfortable opening myself up for prostate play on a first date. I feel that it needs a level of trust that I cannot give to anyone I meet for the first time.

I have only felt comfortable to open up for prostate play with two people, Missus Sub and a previous poly partner involving pegging. Both ladies have stimulated my prostate using toys and the intimate act of pegging.

Recent experience

Unfortunately there has not been much experience lately. I have not been on the receiving end of prostate stimulation for quite some time. It is something I would like to bring back, but family life makes this somewhat difficult. I suspect it will make a renaissance once the children are older.

Future desire

Writing about prostate play is bringing back memories of play times of the past, the emotional intimacy required to submit to someone and expose yourself for prostate play. While I write this, my mind wanders into engaging in some solo prostate play if I cannot get some private time with Missus Sub.

The idea of a leaking cock because there is pressure on my prostate from a butt plug or dildo certainly stirs something deep inside my mind and body.

Hopefully there will be some prostate play in my near future, but if there isn’t there will always be the reminder of fictional stories about prostate play.