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Just a random thought

08.07.2023 by William

Every now and then, when I am in a submissive mindset, I have a very similar thought each & every time. It has been the same thought year after year.

I have never acted on the thought because I’m not sure that acting on it will necessarily improve my happiness. This is my random thought:

What would it be like to be the owner of a vagina & breasts?

Not sure why, but it seems to come on most strongly when I am in a submissive, anal, slutty type mood.

I certainly do not feel as though I am a woman trapped in a man’s body and would like to transition towards being a woman. But I guess it is more inquisitive than anything else, curious to feel the sensations that a woman does, to know what it is like to be on the receiving end of a good pounding.

I think that is partly related to my bisexual feelings, while being hetero-romantic. I like the idea of sucking on a strong, hard cock, the idea of an anal fucking, and having a man leave a load of warm, sticky cum in my arse.

So I would not consider myself trans, more just a bisexual hetero-romantic guy who would like to experience the feelings of being a woman.

Filed Under: Musings Tagged With: anal, bisexual, cock sucking, fucking, pussy, submissive

Matthew meets Jamie

25.04.2023 by William

Matthew & Jamie matched through an online dating app. Neither knew exactly what they were looking for on the app, but they each had ideas of what they were looking for.

Matthew is a masculine presenting guy, looking to finally settle down with someone, but willing to hookup if there is some sexual chemistry but not enough to consider settling down with someone.

Jamie is a transwoman who has been undergoing transition for quite some time. She has had top surgery & is saving up for additional surgery. She is looking to settle down herself.

After chatting for a few days over the phone, they agreed that there was enough chemistry for a date or two to see if there was more than just messaging & phone call chemistry.

They agreed to drinks & dinner at a harbourside pub on a Thursday evening after work. Matthew arrived first, grabbed himself a drink, and found a fairly quiet corner overlooking the harbour. Jamie arrived about 10 minutes later as Matthew was about to finish his drink.

Jamie sat down and Matthew offers to grab a round of drinks for them. He leaves Jamie alone while he gets some drinks & brings them back to the table.

Matthew & Jamie chat their way through a number of topics through the early evening as the sun sets. There is certainly some in-person chemistry as the flirting between the two of them escalates to touching and kissing.

Jamie’s stomach rumbles in hunger and she suggests they grab some food. Matthew’s place is a 10 minute walk away, and he knows a nice little restaurant they can pick up some food, and take it back to his place.

Jamie agrees, and something stirs deep inside her.

They walk to Matthew’s place and continue flirting with each other. As much as Jamie was hungry for food, her desire to eat Matthew was growing. They pick up the food and they head to Matthew’s apartment on the 34th floor.

Matthew drops the food on the table, Jamie takes off her heels and wanders over to the window to see the view from Matthew’s apartment. The night skyline looks amazing as naughty thoughts cross her mind.

She turns to see Matthew right behind her, she grabs his face and kisses him. Throws of lust engulf them.

Their hands explore each others bodies, pushing each others clothes to the side and casting them across the room. Soon Matthew is just in boxers, and Jamie in her bra and panties.

Matthew looks down and can see Jamie’s girlcock bulging in her panties. He has never been intimate with a transwoman, however things felt right with Jamie.

The strong masculine Matthew kneels before Jamie. He helps Jamie remove her panties, and he takes her girlcock into his mouth. He licks and sucks on her girlcock just as he does with any clitoris has has before. Jamie moans in pleasure as her girlcock hardens.

Jamie grabs Matthew’s head and helps guide him to lick and suck her girlcock just as she wants. She takes a step towards the lounge and Matthew follows on his knees. Jamie sits down and spreads her legs. Matthew continues sucking enthusiastically on her girlcock.

Sitting down, Jamie can relax and lets the waves of pleasure flow over her body. Her moans grow louder the longer Matthew continues sucking on her girlcock.

Jamie feels an orgasm building deep inside her. She is unsure how Matthew will handle a mouthful of cum. She lifts his head and kisses him deeply. She pulls back and tells Matthew she is close to cumming. Matthew does not care, he is enjoying his first time with Jamie. Her moans are like hypnosis to him.

Matthew takes Jamie’s girlcock back in his mouth and wants to make Jamie cum for him. Matthew has never made another cock cum, so he was determined to make Jamie’s girlcock cum. He puts all his attention onto her girlcock.

Her moans intensify and they drive Matthew wild. Jamie lets him know she is about to cum and Matthew eagerly continues sucking. Jamie shoots a load of cum into Matthew’s mouth. He doesn’t even flinch. He swallows Jamie’s cum as if he has sucked lots of cock before. (It helps that Jamie’s load is reduced by her Testosterone suppressor)

Jamie lays back panting, catching her breath. She hasn’t had an orgasm like that in quite sometime, much less from a masculine guy like Matthew. Most guys like Matthew she has met are turned off when they find out she is a transwoman.

Matthew looks up at Jamie, a small drop of her cum leaks from his lips. He smiles proudly, full of joy from giving his first blowjob on a girlcock.

Matthew is eager to go again. But he suspects Jamie’s orgasm would be similar to him requiring a break between them. Jamie confirms this is the case.

Filed Under: Writing Tagged With: anal, cock sucking, penis

Favourite sexual position

10.03.2023 by William

What is your favourite sexual position, and why?

Cartoon image of a couple on a  bed, the woman pegging the man on his back
Pegging by Girl on the Net

The number of sexual positions is astronomical. Are we just considering heteronormative positions? Gay and lesbian compatible positions? What about positions that are suitable for transgender persons?

Well for me, one position that I really enjoy, and do not participate in often enough is being on my hands and knees, my shoulders close to the bed, with a dominant woman behind me, wearing a strap on dildo, and the dildo deep inside my ass.

As much as I call myself a switch, there are certain submissive acts that I am drawn to mentally and physically. Pegging is one of them.

While I do enjoy being dominant on occasion, taking charge of another persons orgasms, I also appreciate someone taking charge of mine. Submitting to a woman, being fucked in my ass just tickles my sexual desires as needed.

So any position where I can be fucked in the ass is my favourite sexual position.

Filed Under: Thoughts Tagged With: anal, submissive

Use me

16.11.2022 by William

I would like someone to bind me, blindfold me, and then turn me into their sex doll using all my holes as they see fit.

Alternatively, I would like to spend some time alone, with a large knotted dildo, and give myself an anal orgasm.

Filed Under: Musings Tagged With: anal, fetish, kinks, submissive

In the moment

21.10.2022 by William

Right now, I have been watching some amateur porn with people watching fantasy dildos. Watching this porn stirs something deep inside me. I tweeted about it of course.

https://twitter.com/givinglessfucks/status/1583247554653085696

Now it does not matter whether the person has a vulva or a penis, I wish it is me riding that fantasy dildo enjoying the moment.

I’m not suggesting I wish to have a vulva of my own, but in the moment I wish I have one to enjoy the sensation of being penetrated with a large fantasy dildo.

Filed Under: Musings Tagged With: anal, dildo, penis, pussy

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