I bought a new toy this last week, a pair of suction cups to leave marks and enhance sensations. Here we are sucking hard on my nipples
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Submissive blowjob
Right now, as I write this, the bisexual switch in me has moved towards the submissive side. It eagerly wants to feel a warm, hard cock in my mouth.
I want to hold the cock in my hand. I want to touch it with my tongue and lips. Stroking the cock knowing the owner enjoys the sensations.
My tongue teases the underside of the glans, making the cock owner squirm and moan and groan.
It is my pleasure to make the cock owner happy and expect nothing in return. The submissive in me in happy.
Get up close and personal
Did you want to get up close and personal with a new Prince Albert piercing that is just a few weeks old? Now is your opportunity to do so.
Self voyeurism
The idea of self voyeurism is not one of my personal kinks. I am personally repulsed by my body and I struggle with self-love and compassion for myself.
I’ve tried numerous times to be comfortable watching myself, both in the mirror of a bedroom I have shared with Missus Sub, or previous non-monogamous partners I have had. I try my best to position myself away from the mirror, or when we do face a mirror, I look away and focus on the person I am with.
However before that, the idea of making home movies also came to mind, and while Missus Sub and I created them when we were much younger, I don’t recall ever watching them, or if I did, I wasn’t all that turned on.
On top of watching myself in mirrors, and home-made porn movies, there are also the pics one takes of themselves to share with others. While I manage to take the occasional one, and maybe share it online, I still don’t like looking at them. Posting the following picture is taking courage, and I’m struggling to justify posting it.
Now that’s not to say that it doesn’t work for others, but for me, it certainly doesn’t work at all. It is a shame because I do like listening to the sounds that Missus Sub and I make when we are together, but seeing my body is a major turn off.
So while self voyeurism works for some, it does not work for me.
Four weeks later
Today is four weeks to the day since I had a needle and ring pushed through my penis. Yes, four weeks with the long thought about Prince Albert piercing.
Since Day 3, bleeding has been virtually non-existent and I have not had any major issues with the piercing at all.
I did have one bleeding event, and that was immediately after sex with the lovely Missus Sub on Mothers Day morning. Clearly it wasn’t as healed as I expected, maybe it was the smaller gauge ring being a little bitey. We won’t know the exact reason, but a few days of saline spray and gentle handling, and it was as good as it was leading up to the bedroom fun.
Pain has generally been non-existent as well, and other than a slight burning during urination, which doesn’t feel bad, but more about a slight back pressure from reduced flow area. I’m not too concerned about it given the sterile nature of urine actually having a cleansing effect on the piercing.
Now, the real question is how do I feel about it four weeks in?
Some people say that it is the best thing they have done and they don’t regret it. Well while I don’t regret getting it done, right now I’m feeling somewhat indifferent about it.
I’m not sure why I feel indifferent about it. Clearly I initially hyped it up, maybe I thought it would change my sex drive, maybe I’m actually just not that into it anymore. It could actually be something else.
So where to from here?
I still have a desire to increase the ring gauge to something larger than the 12G or 10G that I was pierced with. Right now, my thoughts are to reach a 4G or a 2G ring. I’m not really interested in anything larger, but that could always change once I get closer to a 2G ring or curved barbell.