Musings of a Switch

Unfiltered thoughts from a bisexual switch

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Just a random thought

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Every now and then, when I am in a submissive mindset, I have a very similar thought each & every time. It has been the same thought year after year.

I have never acted on the thought because I’m not sure that acting on it will necessarily improve my happiness. This is my random thought:

What would it be like to be the owner of a vagina & breasts?

Not sure why, but it seems to come on most strongly when I am in a submissive, anal, slutty type mood.

I certainly do not feel as though I am a woman trapped in a man’s body and would like to transition towards being a woman. But I guess it is more inquisitive than anything else, curious to feel the sensations that a woman does, to know what it is like to be on the receiving end of a good pounding.

I think that is partly related to my bisexual feelings, while being hetero-romantic. I like the idea of sucking on a strong, hard cock, the idea of an anal fucking, and having a man leave a load of warm, sticky cum in my arse.

So I would not consider myself trans, more just a bisexual hetero-romantic guy who would like to experience the feelings of being a woman.

In the moment

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Right now, I have been watching some amateur porn with people watching fantasy dildos. Watching this porn stirs something deep inside me. I tweeted about it of course.

https://twitter.com/givinglessfucks/status/1583247554653085696

Now it does not matter whether the person has a vulva or a penis, I wish it is me riding that fantasy dildo enjoying the moment.

I’m not suggesting I wish to have a vulva of my own, but in the moment I wish I have one to enjoy the sensation of being penetrated with a large fantasy dildo.

Christina and John – Part 2

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After Christina left John stunned from using his mouth and tongue to orgasm, John collapsed on the lounge with his hard, lonely cock.

John stroked his cock a few times, but even with the desire to get off, he wanted to do it with Christina present. His cock lost it’s hardness, and John just sat there reliving the last few minutes over and over in his head.

Christina on the other hand smirked as she left the lounge room and headed to their bedroom. She grabbed her phone on the way and lay down on the bed with her phone.

Christina lowered her hand to her wet cunt. She explored every part of her wet cunt with her fingers, occasionally brushing over her clit. After the orgasm from John, her senses were heightened to every touch on her skin.

She took her phone and opened the camera app. She took some photos of different parts of her body, from her face to her toes. She took her time taking photos of her cunt, from it’s natural appearance, to it stuffed with as many fingers as possible.

Christina selected a few of the photos, and sent them to John. After sending them, she pulled out some toys from the bedside drawers and lay them out on the bed.

Christina lay back, grabbing one of the vibrators. She placed it on her wet cunt and turned it on. She started working the vibrator over her cunt, taking her time when the vibrator was near her clit. Moans escaped her lips and an orgasm started building deep inside her.

Still sitting on the lounge, John looked at his phone and saw the pictures from Christina. His cock slowly hardened and he started stroking himself.

This weekend was certainly different, Christina rarely sent him naked pics of herself. John stood up, with his cock in hand, and headed to their bedroom.

Christina continued moaning as she played with her toy. She was hoping John would come in and take charge and fuck her like she desperately wanted. Her moans turned into groaning John’s name.

John could hear Christina’s moans increasing in volume & intensity as he moved closer to their bedroom. His cock tightened as he heard her moans.

John continued to the bedroom, pushed the door open and peeked inside. He saw the toys on the bed, but no sign of Christina. Her moans were coming from the ensuite.

John positioned himself on the bed, naked of course, his hard cock in one hand, stroking himself. The ensuite door opened and Christina was perched on the vanity. Her legs spread, the vibrator deep in her cunt. She was fucking herself with her vibrator.

They could see each other pleasuring themselves. The room soon filled with moaning and groaning from each of them, edging themselves, keeping themselves on the edge of an orgasm.

The moans continued, soon John couldn’t take it any longer. He touched the head of his cock causing an eruption of cum from his cock. He lost sense of control with each shot of cum. His sticky cum all over his belly and chest.

John just lay there, warm cum all over his body, Christina still fucking her cunt. She saw the cum erupting from John’s cock. She removed the vibrator and jumped onto the bed. Christina wanted John’s cum. She wanted to taste it. She kissed his body, licking up the sticky cum, savouring the taste on her tongue.

Christina licked all the cum off John’s body. Once she was done, she took John’s cock in her mouth, sucking the last few drops of cum from his now flaccid cock.

Christina lay down next to John, pushing close to his body. Her mind wandered to the recent events. She had been hoping the pics would get John hard and ready for her to ride his cock & fill her cunt with his cum, but what she got was much hotter. She enjoyed watching John make himself cum. Tasting his cum from his body, listening to his moans as he shot his load of cum all over himself.

John and Christina just lay there in each other’s presence, satisfied with their orgasms and how they unfolded this morning. The start to their weekend couldn’t get any better.

Christina & John – Part 1
Christina & John – Part 3

Horn levels

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The body and mind is a weird beast.

Unfortunately I managed to catch COVID from Missus Sub and/or Mr 4 on day 7 of their isolation period. So I’m now in isolation myself, but I have this strong urge to be sexual.

The mind is strange. For the last couple of weeks, the desire to be sexual, with Missus Sub or even just some self loving, have been low on the life agenda. But now that I can’t be intimate with anyone, the horniness has come roaring back.

Why that is the case, I do not know. However I suspect it is related to placing restrictions on myself. The freedom to be intimate with someone has been taken away because of the need to isolate.

I suspect it is because I do not have the choice to do as I please, that my body and mind want to do all the things I cannot do.

So what will I do about these new found horn levels? Well that is dependent on how my body feels.

The body is lacking in energy at the moment, but I find myself continually touching myself and my piercing. I want to stroke myself into orgasmic bliss. I have a desire to feast on the gorgeous pussy of Missus Sub. However I know that my body will limit my ability to go the distance of finishing the experience properly.

So for the next week or so, we shall see whether the horn levels remain, and whether I have the energy to do something about them.

Christina and John

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Christina and John sat on the lounge watching the morning news at the start of a warm summer long weekend. They had nothing planned apart from a coffee in hand & some toast on the table.

An interesting news story came up about kinks in the bedroom. they looked at each other and a smirk rolled across Christina’s face. John looked slightly puzzled but smiled back at his gorgeous wife.

They continued watching the news as they finished their toast & coffee.

Once they were finished, Christina stood up, lifted her short skirt & flashed her pantyless arse at John. She collected the cups and plate before whisking them away to the kitchen. John sat there stunned but happy as Christina’s flash stirred something inside he hadn’t felt in a while.

Christina came back from the kitchen and sat down again, although closer to John this time. She grabbed his hand & guided his fingers to her wet cunt. She guided his fingers up and down her pussy lips as her breathing became slightly more laboured.

The sex between Christina and John had been fairly mundane recently, and he was not expecting this at this time of day. He was enjoying the moment and waited to see where Christina’s mind would go and what she wanted from him.

Christina leaned towards John & moaned in his ear. She said quietly “Eat me, now!”

John immediately obeyed. He pushed the coffee table away from the lounge, he kneeled between Christina’s legs, pulled her forward & dove right into her cunt.

John lapped at her cunt. He had been wanting this for a while but he was also afraid to ask her because of their recent mundane sex lives. The way she whispered in his ear stirred something he had never felt before.

John made short work of bringing Christina to the verge of an orgasm. His tongue knew how to tease her cunt getting her juices flowing.

Christina writhed on the lounge, pushing John’s face hard against her as his tongue worked against her growing clit. She had missed John’s tongue for the last few months, now she wondered why everyday hadn’t been like this.

After what seemed like an eternity of writhing on the lounge, Christina finally came from John’s tongue & lips feasting at her cunt. She pushed him away, panting, stood up and left John just sitting there, his face covered in her juices.

John sat there stunned. His wife had just used him to get herself off, but did nothing about his hard cock like she normally did. He was disappointed but knew something was different about this weekend.

Christina & John – Part 2